coolking_love

sadd and sorrow.

2009-06-25T12:17:00Z

how i wish i got F4 friends. i would be in 7th heaven! )..=

holiday posted (1)

2009-06-04T08:45:14Z

hi journal. i think im moving to blogger soon. cus live journal quite boring. hahas. haiz, past few days i keeping going to school like normal sch days. this whole week,im having e maths and poa. but veri boring. today supposed to have e maths wif miss sim when i supposed to go mrs.gomez class.however miss sim found out in the end and i was force to go mrs.gomez class. =.= onli got like freaking 40mins with miss sim and rest wif mrs.gomez. zZZZZzzz. then later meet up with shu mei then go tiong to have lunch. then rushed back to sch for POA till 3pm then after tt go home. my house outside freaking noisy lah. they changing water pipes. my music is like on till the highest but the floor keep vibrating lah. damn it. tmr would be the same thing once again. wat a big holiday i had man. almost everyone thinks tt there is no holiday mood. wooosh, this post is long. hahas. ok. time to go bath. im smelly after walking from lucky plaza to home... buai buai...
sophia , i hope u could be happy and be the sophia i knew last year... (SHE is just emotionally confused so just give her some time.)

coolking_love @ 2009-06-01T21:32:00

2009-06-01T13:37:59Z

feeling so fuck up. my precious phone is gone and my com went crazy (now using sis's com). my clique became so shattered... what is all this. feeling so angry and upset over stuffs. why this year so asshole! things must be CLEARED by end of June! i wont let things go because of something! this is so horrible.....

coolking_love @ 2009-05-26T15:40:00

2009-05-26T07:44:37Z

I am really upset ... why did my clique became like these? i really miss those days and times... ):

coolking_love @ 2009-05-06T22:22:00

2009-05-06T14:25:56Z

CONGRATS!

all the best for everyone!

:)

coolking_love @ 2009-04-09T19:12:00

2009-04-09T11:24:38Z

hahas. yesterday damn funny! got bio in msn! my aiai was polluted with that chapter i am interested in. hahahhas. so funny lah. kor and shaun and justin were so not in to it lo. but just find it veri funny! yoke shan paseh me never play big 2.5 with me! hahas. but tonite i would be playing wif her. hahaha. oh yeah. i started calling ppl asshole after yesterday in msn. lols. someone lo! today chinese ar. lao shi play that voice clips of that oral and i sounded so screw up! hahahas. lols. chicken lah. bio , bio teacher never come. :( then yoke shan and i started playing big 2.5. hahahas. oh yeah, english lesson was some how quite interesting! as i felt so in to english as its quite fun! my teacher tok so loud. but abit irrating but other than that she was realli a good teacher. (= after school, went to do finish ms. lee 's video and by 5pm, i and farhanah finish it! YEAH! :D hahahas. then came home and ate 2cucumber! lols. yummy! then i going to bath then start watching I-ROBOT!!! then play big2.5! hahahhas. busy me lah! lols. tmr holiday but i going to church then either saturday or sunday going to church again. pray pray then ahem ahem! i so holy la. hahahahas. ^^

coolking_love @ 2009-04-02T20:08:00

2009-04-02T12:20:47Z

today was a tiring day. i swear its super. two science in a day just throw your mood for looking forward for the day. hahahas. today pe,was kind of slack. then house practice got like less then 25ppl. but nevermind lah. i least i got go. (= hahas. we played then pulling rope thing. and i got injured so called the "rope burn my arm! " later show the pic. so ugly now. but at least we came in the 4th postition and so much better then last year. so the pain is worth it and other things are more painful than this so i would never count this serious. hahas. maybe i thick skin lo, my skin super red and like got little clot but no blood. gagaga... oh ya, tues 31th march 2009 : i must thanked my girlfriend (miss sophia) to treat me for recess but i went super full after that. gagaga... ok. here are the injure arm.

get well soon arm!

coolking_love @ 2009-03-23T18:18:00

2009-03-23T11:54:44Z

long time have not been posting. hahas. many things happen. anyway like wat i said. BA BU KAI XIN DE SHI WANG DIAO BA. :) anyway i failed my ~~english~~ so far. my POA,MATHS,HISTORY,CHINESE,SCIENCE. i managed to pass but its not the end. although my POA , i did not do very well but i know i tried and i will try hard soon. start a new term happily! i wish everyone all the best! :D CHEERSSS FRIENDS!!!

Picture time!

i love you all! :)

a cucumber a day,keeps you away from me!

coolking_love @ 2009-03-04T16:38:00

2009-03-04T08:51:58Z

my tears for you finially came yesterday. i got no idea why my phone keep falling off me three times yesterday. i m sorry. and i want to apologise to my pal for wat i did to her. SORRY. i dont find it a way to sae it out as i would break down and tears will start rounding down. i control myself from doing so. SORRY PAL! SORRY TO YOU! whether or not u will see it anot, it does not matters as it will makes not different... )= ~~never study for science. no mood to study. sian.~~

coolking_love @ 2009-01-31T21:57:00

2009-01-31T14:09:51Z

my livejournal is die. so here to post one. so bored. i might tok to myself now. hmm, school life is like so restless now. nothing but school. im still in working mood. today went bugis and visit my friends there. i miss working. i realli do. although is 10 hours but no hard studying. okey. i miss them too. its like so care free while working. nothing but serving and collecting money. but i know i cant be that forever as i must have a bright future. many said i am hard working but i dont see myself doing it this year. whhy. i dont know why. maybe i lost interest in studying. that might be a bad sign. but i am trying to find back my interest in studying.jing er , wat happen to you. ARGHH! okey. bye journal. when i get back my interest then i post again. take care journal. (:

coolking_love @ 2009-01-25T00:31:00

2009-01-24T16:33:48Z

Go to : http://www.animania.com.sg/ then go click on entries and vote then click on brasses then choose ! chase AND VOTE FOR MONTFORT SECONDARY! ^^

vote for STC!

2009-01-24T15:22:58Z

vote for our school! http://www.evideo.edu.sg/sdma/vote.php/home/viewentry/169.htm JIA YOU! vote for my cca! ^^ be proud of our school!

coolking_love @ 2009-01-22T20:34:00

2009-01-22T12:35:43Z

school was okey. :D love you pal! ^^

coolking_love @ 2009-01-15T20:54:00

2009-01-15T13:15:37Z

best three photos in flag day 2009! sorry for the late posting.

coolking_love @ 2009-01-09T21:54:00

2009-01-09T14:03:29Z

today was okey. got cca fair. i like was that i got my "watch' and "lap top" hahahas. onli pal and girlfriend knows wat is that. hahahas. then i got home and being zi lian took lots of pics wif mi and my watch and lap top. hahahas. THANKS alissa for the NOODLES! XIE XIE! tt was my recess food. ahhas, i got a crown on my head and dawn got a rabbit on her head. hahahas. but she look so cute ! ^^ sian, tmr red cross , so many ppl not going.

coolking_love @ 2009-01-05T16:23:00

2009-01-05T08:31:33Z

sian. wat i type all deleted,shall re-type. pal in the same class as me in maths. but tt teacher is mrs.teo neh. dont know she can teach anot. hope can bo. today was a boring sch day. after sch went to vivo wif the whole clique. order lots of food. got carrot cake, satay , tu tu , drinks , xiao long bao and more. make me feel so full. then after tt took photo but it started raining like mad. then go home, on my way home mr wang got abroad the bus. then he tok tok tok tok then he go down. then now at home online, tok tok tok wif my friend... sian! i msg sheng yong in the morning but he never reply me. so guai till like tt lah. sian. sian .sian. okey. bye. life is boring.

coolking_love @ 2009-01-02T19:12:00

2009-01-02T11:18:23Z

today is the first day of school. but sadly im totally different class with my pal and my girlfriend. sob sob. alissa and vanessa and girlfriend in 4P, my pal and mei mei in 4J and i onli one in 4MM )= haiz. sad. felt like a lonely suddenly! )= i miss everyone ! i miss those people that bring joy to me. eunice baby is different wif me too! )= mr.wong sae he wont teach sec4 NA this year! haiz. my chinese sure comfirm drop liao. today was super boring neh! no work. after sch went to meet girlfriend. then we go eat sadly alissa never go. then went to tiong park then sent pal off then i and girlfriend went to take mrt. felt like so long never see them and never hang out veri long le! i miss you all dearly! :p

coolking_love @ 2009-01-02T19:04:00

2009-01-02T11:12:14Z

yesterday got one injured bird lo. right in front of my gate lo. then i go yell for my dad to bring tt injured bird to my house shelter cus its going to rain then my dad gave the bird water. after a few hours , tt bird okey abit then try to fly then other birds start to attack tt bird again so my dad clap clap then the other bird fly away! hahahas. i shall show u all the pics!

coolking_love @ 2008-12-31T23:46:00

2008-12-31T16:09:13Z

hhahas. today last day of work. miss all my friend there! hahas, i gave them letters, then the guys was said by the girls tt i m giving love letters to them. hahahas. they are like all my korkor. ^^ yesterday went to do rebond my hair and my nails. hahas, work in salon not bad aso cus my rebonding is fucking cheap! cus its under staff! hahas. i will miss you all lots. take care guys! i will come visit you all soon. never go to meet sophia and pal! )= miss them lots.hahas. takecare! leave the past behind Start a fresh year in 2009! JIA YOU everyone! okey?

coolking_love @ 2008-12-26T12:07:00

2008-12-26T04:28:39Z

hahas, my lj is like died. updating now. i think im the most slack girl in stc ba. never study at all. morning work till nite. where got time to revise sia. )= but ever since i started work, i felt tt working people are fun too. oh yeah, thanks to all the hairstyles and christine for the vouchers and gifts for x'mas! ^^ haha. yesterday went to celebrate x'mas wif my dad's friend and before tt i got to work lah! then before i leave, i ask Ava to help me put nail polish and its PURPLE ! purple nails i had for x'mas! hahahas. then Rick help me to style my hair and when i took mrt , i saw so many indian ppl. i got a scared cus i scare i will see ***** ...... thanks Ava and Rick! ^^ thanks mummy for her gift! later today, i going to Isetan private sales to see wat great sales they have. then maybe going to meet up my church friends. hahas. girlfriend went holiday liao. )= Ben ask me how is working life. of course when i start school, i will miss them lots ! all their jokes,laughter and FOOD! hahas. always go home wif them and before go home , they had to smoke first! ahhas. this working experience gave me a deep moment in my life. the care and enjoy they brought to me ! i will rmb them. so sad daddy dont allow me to go wif Pauline and the rest to celebrate Pauline's birthday ! )= when could i juz be abit less control by them? haiz. lucky my salary is juz control by me. i want spent wat then i spent. if not ar, i dont know wat i could sae le. okey, tt is all. i dont think i got more to sae. juz hope girlfriend comes back safe. ^^ oh ask abt relationship, the word is not in my mind now. i dont think i would realli want to step into it. ^^ maybe pal will sae me or advise me but i will juz concentrate in my studies and friends cus now i know tt education is super important . i want to earn money to have a nice living condition then worrying abt money here and there. ^^ no more. gtg to shopping ! hahas. xD

coolking_love @ 2008-11-27T19:10:00

2008-11-27T11:33:16Z

soon i will get my first salary le! hahas. steven had so back to his country if im not wrong ba. so far work is okey ba. today not work. suppose to make my girlfriend's day but i wait for her the whole day waiting in msn but she never on9! )+ leoric ask wheather i would like alex... the answer is noooo......... hahas. alex is not my type... hahas. my heart is already given to someone le. so far it wont change de. ^^ pal early in the morning go the place i work & gave me a cake tt she make so sweet of my pal lah. love her! the cake is nice becus is she made it de. so its warm wif love! hahas. i start missing sch liao. now im busy liao. ned work.... my dad was like saeing now start working , dont forget abt ur studies ar! of course i wont larh. ohh ya, my working life is good now. the friends there arveri nice nice. Weng looks like tt big mouth tawan band tt guy lor. hahas. there the ppl keep telling me not to smoke but they keep going to smoke larh. hahahas. lay , she is veri nice! she always help me style my hair de. hahas. girlfriend dont know when will online lah. wait for her for the whole day liao. not even online once de! )= disappoint me lo..... haizzzz...........................

coolking_love @ 2008-11-17T23:09:00

2008-11-17T15:18:43Z

went to work super early today. then evening bea they all came to find me after their movie! so nice of them to come find me! THANKS! today suppose to go let ava to go my nails but end up bo time do cus by the time i collect bill, veri late le. so TMR! ^^ hahas, pal & girlfriend sae my hair nice! thanks man. i do like my hair style today too! ^^ thanks to kylie jiejie! ahahas, cus i am the youngest in the salon. hahas. today work till my eye red like shit lah. damn funny larh, cus miss sim msg me from hong kong lah. cus i ask her when she going hong kong then she reply me saeing she coming back soon. hahas. tmr got to work too. i thursday then bo work. ^^ YEAH! THE FUCKING MAGAZINE CHANGE!!! i everyday hoping tt magazine CHANGE MAN! :D now thinking how am i going to spent my working money sia! maybe buying clothes, necklace & wallet & shoes! hahahas. :p oh ya, my crush got new photo! i took it! heehee. sun glasses ! COOL! i working then go keep viewing it. lols. bad worker! lols . okey waiting for girlfriend to come back to online! ^^ nites!

coolking_love @ 2008-11-03T21:10:00

2008-11-03T13:20:03Z

so sick the past few days. almost dieing le. first no voice then second fever now flu and red eyes. stupid lah. today my voice is getting back & sound like a guy low low voice!!!! i dare not tok cus i scared of my voice. hahas. i blow my nose till got blood! so scary lah. bloody bloody de. hahas. i want wish my crush! happy belated birthday! i will juz wait till u notice me. i will not change my heart to others. NEVER! if im not wrong next week steven is going back to his country. ZY msg me. he damn bad lah! when he felt lonely then come msg me & ask me to go his house & acc! wah DREAM on man! hahas. i want thanks Girlfriend & Shaun for helping me to wish my crush & care abt me! ohh tt includes my dear pal too! ^^ today my dad never leave my sis & i at home so he bring us go to library then he went work. i damn bored lah.... nothing to play down there. then later i decided to went tt children arcarde at bugis then spent abt $45 there. hahas. ppl must be wondering i sick still go play. but no choice marh. walking around the shops more boring ar! hahas. then went mum 's working place eat & drink then later go help my mum to key in things for her work damn fun lah. like typing in msn like tt. haha. then went for dinner now at home. tt is my day... )= i miss you! i miss everyone! i miss my grandma!

coolking_love @ 2008-10-31T22:31:00

2008-10-31T14:37:39Z

Happy HALLOWEEN !!! today can use computer but till 10:30pm now already 10:32pm liao.... must faster type finish ! 2days & 1 hour 28mins to someone's birthday ! hahas. hmm, the past few days were eating chocolate when im lonely larh. now got cough liao. like an ah po coughing at home. had been toking to sophia & shaun most of my time... hahas, now toking to my DEAREST PAL! i miss her so much sia! but cant go out. sian.... ohh ya, i seen miss sim IC twice! hahas. her hair so funny sia. lols. hope everyone is enjoying their holidays! i think most of them is at clara's house ba! so lucky ! i aso want go but cant! )= happy belated birthday to SHU MEI! poa & maths & many sub PRO! dont play play! 88 for maths worx! hahas. okey.gtg now. dad coming le. byebye ...

coolking_love @ 2008-10-24T17:56:00

2008-10-24T10:03:29Z

my life is juz worse than anyone now okey! so dont complain. im WORSE! i cant never go out wif my friends anymore. im juz lock at home. i rather go to sch from 8 to 4 pm than staying at home facing four walls. alrite! yesterday i cried till my eye sore till i cant even blink my eye. & i had not a good sleep at all. i dont want this life. my dad is veri angry wif me now. haix. friends , u all can enjoy ur holidays but i cant. haiz. miserable life had come... this is a boring post & a sad post. i dont know wat can i do. haiz. i lost my parent's trust & love. i lost my everything... wat esle can i do? i wont want to follow the rest to hurt myself. i got to love myself. love god tt given mi this life! haiz. juz want to thanks shanti,sophia,pal,alissa,jia hui & rest. haiz. i dont know wat could i do. i loose everything except my friends. but now i cant even contact any of them as my parents disallow me. haiz. life came to an end for me. sorry i cannot continue posting anymore. my tears cant stop. my heart cant bleeding. takecare. enjoy ur holidays friends. i got to suffer now. bye...